I’m Going to meet her!

LucyWithin a matter of weeks I will meet the woman who gave birth to me.

What words can I use to express the turmoil within? There are none.

There are just emotions on a ferris wheel in my mind and heart

Going round and round

 

 

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One minute I am so excited I am going to meet the woman who carried me and gave birth to me.

 

 

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The next I am terrified she’ll be disappointed in the person I am (an old, to recently silent, hang up of mine).

 

 

Suddenly my insides leap for joy lisa simpson

 

 

 

 

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But fifty-three years of history overwhelms me

 

 

 

 

Then my learned self lectures me

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And allo, we are back to excitement.

Life!

What a fascinating journey of delightful maddening exciting scary amazingness.

Wouldn’t be dead for quids :)!

:)x

 

 

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